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Reflections on Sadhana Panchakamby Stephanie RobinsonThe blessing of studying Adi Guru Sri Shankaracharya’s Tattva Bodha and Sadhana Panchakam through the inspiring and generous teachings of Rabindra Sahu was a perfect way to close quite a unique year. Thank you for welcoming me in the AHYMSIN Family and for allowing me to benefit from the teachings. Tattva Bodha reminded me of how much a renewed focus on and a further development of Uparama and Titiksha would immediately help me on my journey. I also started to reflect on the nature of my sadhana, expanding the distinction between the nature of the knowledge developed under the rule of the ego and Self-knowledge. I started wondering: what are the actual proportions of true surrender and of my want to control in my practice? What is the role of my fears and desires in my prayers, especially during these unsettling times? I realized that my sadhana had been more ego-defined than I thought, and that it was urgent to revisit it in the light of Vedanta. Sadhana Panchakam happened to be the following study. Just as was anticipated, the five verses have been providing answers to many of my questions regarding sādhana and giving me new things to think about as well. While infusing, the verses also revived and connected dots with some previous spiritual studies. I feel the promise of some new insights and joyful energy. The two texts and the teachings are all so rich, there is no doubt they will resonate and keep on delivering their light to me for a long time Thank you all so much for allowing me to share where the study of Sadhana Panchakam has taken me so far. I would like to start with mentioning four specific words from the teachings that have already been working as triggers helping me rethink, reset my practice and attitude in life: duty (as done in detachment from its outcome), sincerity (over seriousness), cheerfulness and fearlessness. Sadhana Panchakam has made me realize that, somehow and in the end, all my questions about rituals, prayers and silence revolve around the place and nature of speech in sadhana. Would it be correct to say that sadhana, as approached by Adi Guru Sri Shankaracharya in these five verses, is the spiritual healing of the mind through the fire of speech?
I feel that, in the dynamics of sadhana as it is taught to us by Adi Guru Sri Shankaracharya: the study of the scriptures could relate us to Sat; learning from the Guru, uttering the sacred Mantra AUM and letting it transform/reset our mind and life could relate us to Chit; and silence could relate us to Ananda. It seems to me that, just like with Yoga, there is a transformation and an alchemy going on. And until we reach Self-realization, we have to develop and work the three aspects at all times. The practical approach of sadhana appears to be doubled with a teaching on silence; silence as being the dimension where our Truth blossoms and expresses through clarity, love and joy in our life.
Speech and silence: what are usually considered to be the two sides of a coin actually appear to be one to me: the systole and the diastole that make the beating movement of our heart. However, this movement can only be harmonious if we refine our speech through the fire of the Vedas and if we let the silence blossom into our life. Then, could we say that it is the harmonious beat of speech and silence that allows us to embrace our svadharma? From there, maybe speech is meant to disappear- just like all the mantras end into silence. Of the beating of the heart only the diastole would remain: the infinite and uninterrupted and all-pervading joy of the Divine. Our true home and smile in life. This is my attempt to relate to the text, from where I am standing in my life right now and through the lens of my very limited understanding. If the above isn’t off-beat, I would love the light shining from the verses to guide my own sadhana to become less standardized, more a garden for the silence to bloom rather than a spiritual highway. My aspiration is to refine my speech through the fire of the Divine Word, and to try to read, infuse, grow the silence, to make it my guide, a springing source for my true knowledge and my true wealth to manifest, my altar, the space where I can hear the Divine sing. After so many years the direction seems clear! I pray for the light of the Masters’ teachings to guide me on the journey. With warm regards and best wishes, Stephanie Robinson, United KingdomEditor's Note:There are various translations of Sadhana Panchakam online. This translation comes from Shankaracharya.org and is a translation by Swami Chinmayananda. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Thereafter, live absorbed in the bhav - "I am Brahman"!
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